RETARDEDNESS ~

2007-11-03T00:24:00.000+08:00

2007-10-27T11:43:00.000+08:00

okay.
so far. o-lvl has been.
A NIGHTMARE.
damn sad.

OHS.
& it took me a total time of 25 minutes to put on the freaking contacts.
whattttt .
&i still can't see the retarded tagboard.
TIME for a change.

&budak lelaki itu.
dia.
cinta saya lar.
=)

2007-10-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

I know.

Wht in the blazing hell am i doing here.

Im suppose to be burning midnight oil.

Im suppose to gain more eyebags.

BUT !

Nothing can stop me from blogging.

ESPECIALLY ABOUT HARI RAYER !

This year Hari rayer.

Tak meriah lars.

Because of the bloody shit O's.

Niwae.

As usual.

First day was west coast and toa payoh.
mcm2 karena dkt west coast. Yg 2 budak kecik tu maen catching. Yg anak dar. Suroh aku make-up dorang. PadaHAL AKU NI KEMPROH SIAK. hahahahiNA PUNYER TURN. FAILED !

Nek selampet ! PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS. hahahah
Sayang nyai.

As i grEw older.

I gOt more attached to them.

& I began to love them with all my heart and soul.

For the first time.

I wept in front of all my cousins.

INA lars

she was saying how sad she was.

Then when i saw nyai and yai cry.

APER LAGI.

waterfall ahx bebe !

Den toa payoh. The mood was sombre.

But still happy2.

It was different without arwah yai.

2nd day !

Kiter pergi jln2 kumpul duit.

2nd day is always the most tiring that.

WOOT WOOT.

But still.

Fun orh.

& saya jatuh cinta kepada anak kecil ini. SOOcomel.

2007-10-13T08:14:00.000+08:00

Terdengar takbir di pagi rayer.
Hatiku berasa sayu
mengenangkan mereka yang tidak bersamaku lagi.

TAPI.

kan hari rayer kene best best pe !
Tak baek rayer2 bersedih.
hehehe
=)
so.
to get in the mood.
DENGAR LAGU RAYER YANG HAPPENING !
Favourite sey ! XD

Berlalulah sudah ramadan sebulan berpuasa
Tiba syawal kita rayakan dengan rasa gembira
Anak muda di rantauan semuanya pulang ke desa
Ibu dan ayah keriangan bersyukur tak terkira

Bertukar senyuman dan salam ziarah-menziarahi
Tutur dan kata yang sopan saling memaafi
Suasana hari raya walau di mana pun jua
Memberikan ketenangan dan mententeramkan jiwa

Kuih dan muih beranika macam
Makanlah jangan hanya dipandang
Ketupat rendang sila nikmati kawan
Penat memasak malam ke pagi

Wajik dan dodol jangan lupakan
Peninggalan nenek zaman berzaman
Asyik bersembang pakcik dan makcik
Hai duit raya lupa nak di beri

oh.
Kepader semua umat muslim yg bacer log belo nurul fatin.
SELAMAT HARI RAYER.
Fatin tau , mulut fatin ni cm laser and kurang ajar.
B yg ckp.
So ,Fatin nk mintak maaf kepada semua
kalo ader tersinggung perasaan saper saper.
Fatin mintak maaf yer kawan2 ?
=)

2007-10-06T18:05:00.000+08:00

When u have to look away

When u don't have much to say

That's when I love u

I love u just that way

To hear u stumble when u speak

Or see u walk with two left feet

That's when I love you

I love u endlessly

And when your mad cause u lost the game

Forget I'm waiting in the rain

Baby I love u

I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight

U can count on me 4 life

Cause that's when I love u

When nothing u do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love

The more my heart can't get enough

That's when I love u

When I love u

No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes

Cause the movie it made u cry

That's when I love u

I love u

A little more each time

And when u cant quite match you clothes

Or when u laugh at your own jokes

that's when I love u I love u

More then u know

And when u forgot that we had a date

Or that look that u give when u show up late

Baby I love u ,I love u anyway

So here's my promise made tonight

U can count on me 4 life

Cause that's when I love u

When nothing u do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

That's when I love u

When I love u

No matter what

2007-10-06T16:55:00.000+08:00

I would call this post.

Our Last Days in the purple school.

I came in.

about 4 years ago.

Hatred was all i felt for the school.

What shitty school.

What shitty school rules.

What kind of bullshits.

But as time goes by,

You meet interesting people along the way.

People you love.

People u admire.

People u like.

People whom u can't be bothered to give a crap about.

Your heart starts getting attached to the school.

The school becomes part of you.

I think secondary school life have thought me alot.

LIKE ALOT.

& im just going to miss it bad when i graduate.

Because .

Im not ready to take the next step.

Im not ready to really grow up.

Im not rready to face reality.

TSK.

anyway.

Thursday was my last day.

coz apparently , being a dumbass.

I decided not to come on Friday.

Anywayyy.

2007-09-30T18:11:00.000+08:00

TOday.

was retarded.

all four of my loves came.

and i was happy.
But i spent my time playing quadrapop.

HOHO

ice u bluffer !

Den we went to 399

And for some undefined retarded reason.

we bought each water babies.

1 small tupperware cost u $1

Its so cute.

when u place the thingy in water

It would grow.

grow until big

den multiply.

how cute !

look how peaceful hariz is when he sleeps.

2007-09-30T12:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday.

I went out with iman and mards.

It was kecoh.

& IMAN IS SEXY.

we went to vivo to search for mards shoes.

and hoodies at forever 21 and pull&bear are pure bliss.

anyone ?

Den we buka puasa at the chicken rice shop.

Oh my gawd.

The food there was power.

woo woo.

But i got full so fast.

TSK.

den.

We decided to chill at geylang.

Upon reaching there , i was shock by the massive crowd.

WAH SEY !

I was drowning in between people.

UWEKS.

and we chilled.

& DAMBAAN was played over and over again.

& i went home.

He cares.

2007-09-28T18:17:00.000+08:00

280907.

Biggie shoutout to ARWANDI !

Happy bornday to youu

Happy bornday to you.

Happy Bornday to WANDIS

Happy bornday to youuu

The day before .

How draggy can remedials be.

Apparently.

Ours stretched from 2.30-6.

But we ended up slacking for almost half this period.

HO HO HO.

Aniway.

I love my friends.

It's hard to believe.

But in a few days time.

I will never get to sit in class ever again.

Not being able to go to the chill-out corner.

Not being able to *smile* with mardhiyah.

Not being able to sit in a circle and tok about our misfortunes with mards tutu and fir.

Not bieng able to stare out of the window and look at underwears and tress and bras.

The feeling of having to seperate from the people you loove

is.

DEPRESSING.

& SUTUN.

ICARE MANY MANY.

& I will miss you MANY MANY.

ps.

DEAR E3-ians.

If you want any class photos's

last year's and this years.

or any photos of any occassion.

Please tell me.

and i'll email it to all of you.

FYI.

it is.

young_and_hopeless91@hotmail.com

2007-09-27T20:24:00.000+08:00

ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun
meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau
ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

U promised you'll wait.
I can't swear i'll stay.
=)

2007-09-27T20:21:00.000+08:00

ADEK IMAN.

GOT RHUMETISM.

Old and krepot redi.

MUST GET WELL AND PLAY SOCCER AGAIN.

show of that sexy leg and ass of yours.

2007-09-27T19:35:00.000+08:00

I know.

I have MIA-ed.

But .

IM BACK !

for a tiny winy while.

Coz i have to hibernate for a bit.

Blame it on the O's

O's are nerve wrecking.

OHMYGAWD.

So let's see what fatin did.

HOHO

well. she went to break fast at west coast. Together with her cousins. Which was so GEREK lahr babe !

Den. When she went to school.It was like the GREAT DEPRESSION.but luckily. Friends were there for her.

She played too much.

&studied to little.

maman makes fatin smile. =D eventhough he terencak akal abit.

HoodiesareHOT

2007-09-22T22:28:00.000+08:00

Im scared.
I very scared.

2007-09-21T19:57:00.000+08:00

okay.

I had chem prelims.

Practicals have never been so hard before.

And so i was abit pissed.

abit oni.

Den had a small tiny winy chat with babe.

Den geog was relief period.

Den this indian teacher came in.

& the guys behave like EDYOTS.

& i was laughing so hard.

Amas and his idiotic jokes.

MY GAWD !

I love them all.

Den went home and had early tuition.

and yes.

I admit im a bimbo.

and patrick is STARBO.

LAME EH !

And now.

IM FREE~

Ohs.

I pray that angie get well soon.

Sincerely ,

Nurul Fatin

2007-09-20T19:13:00.000+08:00

ORYTES

Fasting month has been the greatest.
SUKE SKALI !

I cant understand .
Why guys.
Who are like 17 19
Can't fast.
Worst is.
They don't feel any shame when they eat infront of us muslim.

Aper nak jadi.
I won't allow that to happen to you.

So yesterday.
Stayed back with the incomplete zubir ali kids.
OMGD.
Zul and his jokes for 2 hours.
Apa itu limau ? ( Duau plus Tigau)
Like waddablehas ?!

Den had mini gig.

Sori for the poor quality.
and sorry for my atrocious blody hell face and voice.XD

AND IF SUNGGUH COMEL !
=D

So today.
was chilling.
And things got damn high from 12 onwards.
MY GAWD !
Stupid lim jieny !
Made me laugh like kukubird.
XD

As you know.
We , the kids from 4E3 LOVE our teachers
& we greatly apprecite them.
So we made special tribues on them.

WE have WONGY AH CAI CAI.
Oh man.
chai chai is the bomb.
So sexy and hot.
And here we have jieny doin wongy ah chai chai.

Den.
WE have Andy with his wongyaya
Okay.
This was during our f&n paper.
apparently she hurt her dono wat.
so she moved around the class using the wheeled chair.
I couldnt look at her
MACAM ORANG TAK SEMPURNA!
And i was laughing to hard that i left one whole page in my f&n exam empty.
Then there's jieny and fir.
imitating zarina.
Zarina.
Sexy curly hair mama.
She loves showing her drumstick ti the class.
den there's MR Sim.
And lock lai mun mun

So.
After that.
Met Leha.
Den waited for maman.
& we studied.
no.
Maman studied.

I love round round head small boys.
WAHAHAH.

&mards.
The past is only the future with the lights on.
Stop caring for him.
It's really high time u start loving god's greatest give for you , that is yourself.
=)
Baby i'll be there for you.
I'll counsell you.
I'll make you smile.
And i will jump down cubicles if i ever have to.
U know i love you much much.
& we will "smile" together.
hehehs.

2007-09-18T10:09:00.000+08:00

"If You Wanted A Song Written About You, All You Had To Do Was Ask"

I'm throwing away pictures
That i never should have taken in the first place
And it's cold in my apartment
As i'm changing all the colors
From the brightest reds to grays

Well it's 3 o'clock on monday morning
I'm just hoping you're not seeing her face
I've been getting calls in these hotel rooms
Long enough to know that it was her
That took my place

And i hope this makes you happy now
That the flame we had is burning out
And i hope you like your pictures facing down
As even broken hearts may have their doubts

And i'm burning all the letters
Hoping that i might forget him and his bad taste
That he left when he was leaving me
A life of barely breathing as he walked
Out of this place

And you dropped the note and we changed key
You changed yourself and i changed me
I really didn't see us singing through this
Then you screamed the bridge
And i cried the verse
And our chorus came out unrehearsed
And you smiled the whole way through it
I guess maybe that's what's worse

And i hope this makes you happy now
That the flame we had is burning out
And i hope you like your pictures facing down
As even broken hearts may have their doubts

And i'm taking all your memories off the shelf
And i don't need you or anybody else
So take a look at me
See what you want to see
When you get home

Take me home
I'd rather die than be with you
Take me home
You have a problem with the truth
Take me home
Because this happens every time
I knew it would...I knew it would...

Take me home
I'd rather die than be with you
Take me home
You have a problem with the truth

Take me home
Because this happens every time
And i knew it would...
I knew it would...
And i hope this makes you happy now
That the flame we had is burning out
And i hope you like your pictures facing down
As even broken hearts may have their doubts
And i'm taking all your memories off the shelf
And i don't need you or anybody else
So take a look at me
See what you want to see
When you get home

WAH SEY.
GEREK .

2007-09-18T10:02:00.000+08:00

Today.
No school.

Hariz woke up having rashes all over the body.
It was my first time seeing how rashes look like.
His face was puffy.
I laughed abit.
because im a sadistic girl.
XD

Den i dreamt about me being one of the xman.
I dono who i was.
But it was like i was the cameraman.
&they were fighting this evil woman.
Den everytime she got hurt
i laughed.
XD

so yeah.
WA HA HA HA.

2007-09-17T10:59:00.000+08:00

Okay
today was chem.
Potential failing subject LAHR.

I think im a bimbo.
XD
like im so dumb.
I didnt even know how to open the door at the gallery.
and i was laughed at by 2 sec 3's
OMGD !
Im so asahmed of myself.
How am i suppose to face myself in the mirror.
VERY BIMBO.
& DUH.
XD

oh.
I PROMISE TO SAVE MONEY.
so i can go fly off on feb.
insyallah.
=)

oh.
and my addiction to big bang.
Oh my TOP.
OH MY OH MY.
My TOP has got sexy man voice.
=)
(he wears shades)

HOT TOP

2007-09-17T10:06:00.000+08:00

OKAY !

i have been neglecting my lovely blog.

OH HOW IM ASHAMED OF MYSELF.

i was just not in that blogging kind of mood.

& good thing is.

PRELIMS ARE OVER.

But the worst has yet to come.

I'll just summarise my weeks with pics.

alright.

A few days ago.

ME&MAD friends went to al-mukminin

for the ramadhan youth challenge.

& wasted our time.

Nurul love goaties

bebehh ~

hoho

Then.

SInce it was near jurong east ent. centre.

We went to take neoprints.

& I was introduced to cafe gallileo

(I ddn't even know it was at the library all along)

Im a tiny bimbo u see.

& ate oreo cheesecake

and hillarious hazelnut.

HA HA HA

but nothing can beat starbucks' oreo cheesecake.

& i missed my grands

So i went there.

and the next day.

we went to eat thosai at little india

(this was WAYY before ramadhan)

I want to grow old like them. =D

So...

Prelim started

see all our stoink face.

TAK BLEH ANGS.

ohsotiny.

2007-09-08T13:47:00.000+08:00

PRELIMS
MACAM
SIAL.

Okay.
Aku stress sangat.
Food and effing nutrition scares the bejezuz out of me.
HOW TO LIVE ?!
HOW TO SURVIVE ?!!

What is this.
Kay.
Im off to study.
WAHH
*cries for SOS*

2007-09-06T16:44:00.000+08:00

Quit crying your eyes out.
The past is only the future with the lights on.
Baby come, on.

2007-09-06T16:15:00.000+08:00

Okay.

Yesterday .

Adek and kakaks went to the library.

But the air con blasted to hard.

so from like 1plus to about 8.

I sat in the library and stoned.

Then we joined the budak2 warong zubir ali.

Captain was shouting in the library.

Funny.

den i walked at jp alone

to relieve the great depression.

& Today.

Class was heavy.

& im not ready for prelim at all.

nonono

and i brought myself this.

and im so happpyyy~

PS. I will miss bryan lim jieny. Because his my bitch.
I love my hot sexy bitch so much ! XD eleyyyy.

PSS. To every broken heart. Smile. Life is worth the smiles and not tears.

2007-09-04T16:55:00.000+08:00

I KNOW !

i have been neglecting my dear dear blog.

and purple is the new room !

Lets just start with today.

Today.

I had english and maths lessons.

woke so early for angie.

& mards (o)(o) go so early.

Den dono dono dono.

Paralyse

den donodonodono.

went to eat lunch with mards(o)(o) and fir and if.

& den

we sang SHUT UP AND BOUNCE for rihannaks.

& den fir got high when he got a playdoh.

den went back skool for maths.

den dono dono dono.

den went to jp wif mards and tim.

& for the first time in my 16 yrs of life.

I ate at anderson.

woooo~

den i feel so alone at home.

PS. What is up with BGR this days.

Where have all the sincerity gone to.

It is a disappointment to see this ppl play around with love.

I wish to burn this people until they becone ashes and feed it to the rats in the longkang.

PSS. IMAN ! thank you for taking good care of me. =))

2007-08-31T23:40:00.000+08:00

Life goes on.

Sweet sixteen.

I wish sixteen would be sweeter than honey.

It may become harder.

& I may get scared

But Im a big girl.

& big girls won't cry anymore.

No more mary had a little lamb.

let the pictures do the talking ?

I was 15 that day..

Then. I turned sixteen..

To kids from warung zubir ali:

u guys have chased all my grey clouds away and have left me with the beautiful sun i yearned for.

pss pss.

I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU.

Latt Fatt:

OHMYGAWD !

U guys made me sound like a retard on live radio

*RAWWWS

But you guys really really made my day.

& at the point of time when i was really down.

U made me smile like an idiot until nw.

Speaking bahasa baku on live radio

oh wat the hell.

I love you both.

I know i have sometimes neglect you guys.

But.

I still love you all.=)

2007-08-31T23:34:00.000+08:00

On 290807.
Was a day of remorse.

God took him back.

I regretted not being able to stay.
I regretted not being able to look at his face.
and i regretted not being able to kiss his forehead.
I regretted not talking to him when he was alive.

Semoga roh nya selamat dan dirahmati allah s.w.t
Amin.

& Fatin betul rindu Arwah yai.
Rindu sekali.
=(

2007-08-28T18:12:00.000+08:00

Today was a cold wet day.

Kids are falling more sick.

Sleepy day and waste ur time rotting at skool day.

I listened to the graduation song

& i realised how much im goint to miss the school and the purple kiddies.

I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP.

ohs.

Mardhiyah.

This is for you. :

HAAHAHAHHS.

Went to Yew Tee

and Nek selempet baked me a cake.

HOHOHO !!!

tapak kuda is my favourtie lars seyy

Thanks again cik wi !!

And thank you bapak for the delicious cheese cake !! I LIKE !!!

hohoho

2007-08-27T18:59:00.000+08:00

Okay.
What do you do.
when you look at your paper 1.
5 question being non-narrative one.
The other about helpin ppl ou.
and the other.
WALL.

YES.
The word given was bloody WALL.
Like WALL.
How cheesy can the setter be ?
I bet next year they would put buttocks.

But being a complicated full of shit girl i chose
WALL.
Its fun writing stuffs which are complex.
I wanted o go for a morbid story.
But fearing the thought that d examiners would think im a sadistic little bitch.
I chose to write a light hearted one.
The story i had in mind was.
A girl trapped in a room.
and in the end .
Her body being left to rot without any1 noticing it.
I though it was cool.

1 down.
And a few thousand more to go.

someone.
Any one.
Inspire me to study please.
I need an enlightenment.
GAWD !

2007-08-25T11:28:00.000+08:00

WEIGUREYYYYY ??

I have been studying.
But it seems like everything i study comes in and goes straight out.
DAMN.

School has been great.
People are getting sicker.
We sure are studying hard.

& playing hard too.

Like vandalising ppl's hand in class

Iman becoming the relief teacher.

My form teacher is.
HORNY.

& tHere was this time
in the classroom.
For god knows why
she started to show how she peel and apple.
And she held the imaginary apple on her hand
and started to so called peel it.
the fun part was.
she was like moaning.
like : ahhhhh ahhhhhhh
So i and brader.
LAUGH AT HER.
XD

Friday.
I MIA -ed from school.
As i woke up late.
& had effing diarrhoea.
Bloody hell.

STUDY STUDY

and the new click five lead.
is effing hot.
omgd !

So is top. =D

2007-08-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

SO.
I have not been updating.
BECAUSE.
Im busy doing something i have never really done seriously for the past few months.
THAT IS.
studying.
Hoho

I've decided to be good.
and just study.
Study at TJ mac is the best.
SO ULU kampong.
XD

Studying with sick in the brain ppl like sulaiman.
Is lame.
Sat at the library for 3 hrs doing nothing.
OH YES.
i did do something.
Play quadrapop.
& i set a new record.
Im proud of me.
XD

kay.
It won't be updating much
Unless it's important.
HOHO

prelims are effing near
That you won't even believe it.

AJA AJA !

2007-08-20T22:16:00.001+08:00

Today
was monday
Monday was supposed to be a fresh start for me.

But the fact that i could barely keep my eyes open
and some shits revolving around me.
I was giving a fucked up face the whole day.
And when i have a fucked up face.
U do throw papers at me.
Big mistake.

So i was dragging my leg with a =( face.
and sori ppl.
I know its kinda sick.
But for once.
I felt to tired to smile.

However,
I will survive !
Tomorrow will be a happy day.

and.
HAPPY 16th birthday MUHD ZULHELMI
kami sayang bangets sama lu
=D
Zul is 16
& zul is one hot dude

2007-08-19T18:10:00.000+08:00

You could have told me earlier.
That you were someone else's.
It would'nt have hurt so fucking much.
You are a bad bad guy.
Bad bad bad bad bad bad bad guy.

Okay .
Today
I challenged playing quadrapop with ice and fatin.
Im still the best.
XD

& ice spitted on my face.
& now it smells of chendol ice cream
WAHAHAHA

so many homeworks larhs.
WALIAUWEY

2007-08-19T03:54:00.000+08:00

Who doesnt long for someone to hold.
Who knows how to love you.
Without being told.
=)

2007-08-19T02:54:00.000+08:00

Hello mr FishLion. We meet again.

Today
It was supposed to be a outing with the kids from warong zubir ali.
But saturday was family day for most of them.

It was me . mards . fir. haikal s. firhan . iman
=)

Y sad ? smile like fatin.

Ohs ? Hungry ?

Don't worry. adek iman to the rescue with double cheese burger!

I swear. Iman looked like a BANGLA.
hoho.
We waited like from 5 to 9 ?

The city looks so nice from here.Pity i can't see it clear.

Firs with memeberks baru.

WOHOHO.
But it was worth the wait.
The china no.1
XD

Note : Not that good of a quality. Th fishlion kept vomiting non-stop and violently when all our attentio were diverted to the fireworks. XD

The long wait made us do stupid stuffs.
Like budak budak the otak tk senonoh like tat
XD

Hisap the long straw moments

PS. I hope u-know-we-know-who. doesnt find out.

The calls were all made to the same person.

1) Note : The part when he was like (NAK CAKAP APER ) & the one where he doesnt know how to say ni shi shuai and he just blabbered a who was hillarious.

2)Though neither us nor he understood what he blabbered. But it was effing funny .XD

3) Iman. is .full. of . SHIT.

4) To the person. Im sorry ! But without you. It would have been boring. In a way. we would like to thank you for entertaining us fools.

It was an unforgettable day.
Full of happiness.
Today.
I screamed like there was no tomorrow.
I ran the hardest today.
& I want to do it again.

we got abit lost.
But that was alright.
& i ended home at 1205 pm.
WAHLAWEY.
XD

& Thnx mards firhan and iman
for sending me home.
though i insisted.
SAYA SAYANG SEMUANYA.
Benar benar sayang.

2007-08-15T17:26:00.000+08:00

OH MYS.
There's a movie version of kite runner.
*cries *
WAH.

yes.
& i do love mardhiyah bte A.
& she is stronger than me.
=D

2007-08-14T17:15:00.000+08:00

Kays
tuesday.
& i decided to retake my o-level AGAIN.
okay.
rite now
im so not feeling sure abt it.
WAHAHAH

okaylars today.
embarassment
& people of 4E3.
It was an embarassment.
& it was not because of angela
neither was it the hammer.
XD
so.
YOU DIDN'T SEE ANITING.
wahahahahs
XD
malu kebbai.
kay.
sleep time !
=)

2007-08-13T19:56:00.000+08:00

Aku berasa teramat sedih.
"He's condition is getting worst"
Said papa.
Sedih sekali.
I feel bad for not visiting.
I feel sad.
Because he has to suffer so much.
Sedih sekali ah.
May allah cure the pain away.
Insyallah.

2007-08-13T18:07:00.000+08:00

Favourite song aku !
=)

ITU KAMU !
hehehehehs

2007-08-13T17:53:00.000+08:00

Today was a wreck for me.
Many teachers were GONE.
& it was the day where , i got my o-level MT result.
& omgd.
at 11.
i was already feeling sick.
& it was nauseating.

the results came up.
smiles and tears.
& We're sorryy cikgu zub.
But you have been the best.
to those mather assholes who thinks
cikgu zubs have not been giving enuff ws.
GO AND DIE.
so much about taking ur own responsibility.
=)

the good think is.
A second chance is given.
Thus bragging and crying over results serve no meaning at all.
On;y god can explain all this.
And mards.
IM SO EFFING PROUD OF YOU.
if there's a will
there is always a way.
behind all the thorns there is always a rose.
=)

ohs.
mine?
alahamdullilah.
all praise to allah.
=)

2007-08-12T13:14:00.000+08:00

I would like to wish my love.
HAPPY 16th Birthday.
Im gonna miss you when we graduate.
I relli relli love my love.
Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.
Insyallah.
All the best for the o's aites.
=)

2007-08-11T20:22:00.000+08:00

Okies.
Saturday
I was not even aware of it.

I slept at 2 the night before
as i got hokked on quadrapop.
Im ashamed to say this.
But.
It is true.
Im a quadrapop-addict.
tsk.

tODAY WAS THE KING AND I DAY
yeay yeay
wooo
Adek was sick. TSK !

I was veri excited
But for some reason.
I felt that it was such a chore
But hell it was worth it.
Tangkap the glamour sikit. XD
As a singaporean
It was the first time
being able to sit IN the esplanaded Theatre
It was Like
TADAAAA !
Oh. Andy without Kumon hair CUTE larhs !

The show was just splendid
Impressive actors.
Beautiful costumes.
Voices which woul leave you in awe
And cool props.
=D
Though some of the singing parts were wayyyy to draggy
But it was fine.

They said no recording or taking of pictures. But i cldnt help it larhs ! The stage was nice LAHRS.

Saying byebye to the theatre by the bay.

then memberks had breakfast/lunch/dinner
at banquet.
and im happy.

GEMBIRE sey !YUM ! AND adek blanja kakak air. SAYYAAAANG adek!

Oh.
What colour should my room be ?
Im suggesting purple
Comments people ?

2007-08-11T01:01:00.000+08:00

DEPRESSED urh.
What am i suppose to wear.
ALAH !

SEDIH dok tkder baju senonoh.

2007-08-10T10:37:00.000+08:00

9 August

Was a happy day for me.

I got to watch fireworks at the padang

With the kids from warong zubir ali

It was soooooo crowded

We jumped over the barriers as our legs were giving up on us. But stupid fat policeman told us to get down. SAD

So we sat at the padang The Kids.

Ini kawanku. Sexy kan

Tapi kadang2.Dia boleh tahan tk siuman. XD

Tapi dier tetap kuti lurb ku.

The the show began. Everyone was whooo-ing.

Things got abit Hyper kebabai :

An the main highlight of the day . FIREWORKS :

Den i went around esplanade with my family.

We bought a huge cotton floss

& our last stop was the merlion.

2007-08-08T12:06:00.000+08:00

if you're gonna play with fire.

Get ready to get burnt

& i tell you.

Your dick is the first thing to be turned into ash.

YEAY

2007-08-08T12:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 42nd birthday my homeland
=D
okay.
Im a day earlier
But heck !
I LOVE MY SINGAPORE.
yeay yeayyy

2007-08-06T16:23:00.000+08:00

Today.

Our Form Teacher said

YOU GUYS ARE FULL OF (takes of mike) SHIT.

and she said that 5 times.

& she is so hurt.

But im not insulted at all.

Because.

It is true.

We are full of shit.

& That's why i love my friends.

So it was quite amusing.

LOL

My life is right now.

Full of amusing thingys.

Thanks to adek kakak and abang.

A dream is just a dream LAHR

2007-08-05T10:09:00.000+08:00

So yesterday

The plan was to supposedly watch the "Fireworks"

Bloody crap.

It did not happened

Apparently the organisers ran out of gunpowder or something

Made me depressed.

oh.

and we met fathimah.

When i saw this. i was like. SO the X-MANish

& the situation between those two couple was

GETTING ON MY NERVES.

but luckily.

Iman & mards saved the day.

D only thing i enjoyed was sitting at the merlion.

and listening the the sound waves coming from baybeats.

We started singing to Goodbye , Ashtraygirl when The sally's performed.

@ 9

we took a train to somerset.

& we walked to heeren.

To go to New Urban Male.

Apparently ,

iman wanted to buy crocs.

& New urban male staffs at The Heeren are so.

GODDAMNIT.

i Can't even describe them.

Imagine a sales guy , who saw us three holding up crocs and waiting.

& When our eyes met.

He hid behind a bloody closet.

Ignorance was what we got.

But when a group a chinese male guy went to the shop.

That pussy salesguy popped out from behind the closet.

His face shinning with happiness.

I mean.

What kind of attitude is that ?

Im telling you.

All of them are sick in the brain.

& gay

den we ate dinner at KFC.

& i was the joke of the day.

Adek kept talking.

and adek is irritating.

GRRR!

but thanks guys for making my shit day into a nice one.

Reached Lakeside at 1130pm.

& imagine walking home with not a single soul around.

and not a single car.

I RAN all the way home.

on the verge of tears.

It was a ghost town last night.

2007-08-03T08:37:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE.
SAYHELLOTOFRIDAY !
=D
HELLO.
the week has come to an end.
IM GLAD.

It's 837 am in the morning.
& apparently.
Im in the com lab.
Doing my coursework.
WHAT IN THE BLAZING HELL !
URGH.

I was not all that willing to go to school today.
Knocked off at 1 am.
Okay.
to some, it's not late.
But to me.
IT iS WAY PASS MY BEDTIME TIME.
Which for normal schooldays
is 11 30 pm
friday night
12 pm
saturday night
1-3 am
sundays
11 pm
=)

SO i watched my korean shows till 12.
& for some reason.
It redirected me to Viva La Bam
I dono why.
So i watched viva la bam till 1.
+ bam margera's crib
+steve-O crib
Bam must learn some manners.
and i think Steve-O should stop sucking up on drugs infront of cops.
and they'll be saint for a day.

KAYS.
HEHS

2007-08-02T20:12:00.000+08:00

One day of not going to school.

had caused things to happen.

I did'nt even get the chance to say goodbye to it.

YES.

Those stupid global-warmist

had cut down my beloved next door tree.

The tree which i always look at in times of peril.

The tree that sways madly during stormy day.

This people.

what are they trying to do ?

Promote global bloody warming ?

URGH.

People.

You're gonna die because there's too much carbon dioxide in the air.

Carbon dioxide traps heat.

You're gonna attract more heat to our already so sunny singapore.

&. yes.

keep complaining it's hot.

What in the blazing hell is the people at the town council thinking.

Holy crap.

They must be high on marijuana.

Did we betray the planet ?

Or did the planet betray us.

WILSON did !

2007-08-02T10:53:00.000+08:00

Thursday.
& tmrw would be FRIDAY.
It signals the end of a very hard week.
=D

So.
Today.
I felt rather sick.
sick in the BRAIN
XD
which means.
no skool for NULUPATEN TODAY.
RAHHH
=)

2007-08-01T16:43:00.000+08:00

2007-08-01T16:34:00.000+08:00

A heartbreak.

Does not mean the end.

Letting go means someone else's happiness.

Thus.

We should not be selfish.

But to accept it with an open heart.

2007-08-01T16:21:00.000+08:00

Today is wednesday.

The bell rang at 12pm.

Signifying the first day of the month.

August.

I always found August a significant month.

My F&N teacher.

The one with the KUMON hair.

Is what i would call.

The reason for the depleting forest all around the world.

She eats paper.

and shits them out.

She's not saving the world.

URGH.

disgusting.

Ive realised how small my word bank is.

small like a baby virus

ahhh~

*WEIGUREY

(note Weigurey : Why)

2007-08-01T16:17:00.000+08:00

I woke up .

& up in the sky.

sits a full moon

It illuminates the city.

All alone.

But it's greatness and beauty.

caught me in its halo.

Oh so gorgeous God's creation are.

2007-07-31T15:17:00.001+08:00

Mirah and me love TOP.

I think TOP is hotter than Rain.

& Sexier than se7en

2007-07-31T15:10:00.000+08:00

Its Tuesday.

Tuesdays are good.

Because wednesday is just round the corner

which means thurs and friday too.

My ___ suffers from a sickness

It is called self indulgence.

Or.

Syiok sendiri.

My ___ talks to nobody else but herself.

Sometimes i pity my ___

But most of the time.

I think she is pretty retarded.

Which in her case,

is so not pink.

2007-07-30T22:07:00.000+08:00

While we danced
The rain started to pour.

& That's how life is.

Unpredictable.

2007-07-30T21:59:00.000+08:00

today kan.

School was okay.

For some reasons.

Mondays are the best.

The air smells fresher on monday morning.

RIGHT ?

& Online Surveys are of a waste o time.

It's irritating.

Whenevr you do surveys.

The higher authorities

do not really do anithing about it.

They are rather sick in the brain.

So today.

I did the survey

with truth and integrity.

Q: I do not talk bad about my school

A: STRONGLY DISAGREE.

that's how bad that purple school is.

2007-07-30T21:55:00.000+08:00

OMGD.
I just heard Secondhand Serenade in Channel 5
OMGD.
This is HUGE.
*HAPPY*

2007-07-29T20:11:00.000+08:00

I bought this at Bugis.
At This Fashion.
The colourful stripes
Makes me feel lively.
And happy.
&. that's how i would want other's to feel.

Nurul Fatin

2007-07-29T20:01:00.001+08:00

Today kan.

I went to bugis dengan mirah.

She is sick in the cerebellum.

But i love her anyway.

I asked her if i was ippuna

she rolled her eyes.

We ate a BK.

The Hershey pie was nice.

So was my burger.

But due to the rise in the moder cow GST (perhaps)

The cost for my meal was BOMB

I think mirah should get a boyfren.

Mirah should go for the guy in purple kurungs.

I think he is a nice abang.

XD

After mirah gets a boifey.

I will also find a boifey.

Den.

We can watch fireworks together.

Then.

We will be the happiest people.

=D

I dowan to go to skool.

My eyes are burning.

Damn.

2007-07-29T09:30:00.000+08:00

Weekends are coming to an abrupt end.
It's kind of sad.

Take care
& GODBLESS EVERYONE
=)

Presents for
1) LAtt
2) Zul

Burn money burn

2007-07-28T00:47:00.000+08:00

Today.
God decided to give the sun a break.
Told Rain to show it's greatness.
A chilling day.
Time seemed to go by faster than usual today.
=)

It was a really fine day today.
Tuition was lame like nobody's buiseness.

&. kite runner has got me to a point of addiction.
=D

TOODLES.

2007-07-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

Today.

was a L O N G day.

3 periods of angela.

in total :

2hr 10 mins of chem.

1 hr 40 mins of bio

so.

it was really BAD.

tats why thursday is like a day on DOPE.

Meg&Dia.

is love lahrs.

PEOPLE MUST LISTEN.

&. the rap thingy for national day is nt my kinda thing.

I kind of don't like.

RAP.

aper sey

I sad lars.

I must find people to watch the fireworks wif me.

Im missing out on alot of crap.

WAHHH.

I will be a good girl.

and not ignore people.

2007-07-25T20:17:00.000+08:00

I changed back lars
I feeel good coming back to this skin.
because it's pink.
The pink is so cute.
XD

Today.
A fight broke out.
And Mr Yip SCREAMED.
and it set my heart racing.
VIOLENT.

Today
was slack-the-crap-out-of-yourselfday.
I played quadrapop.
And im still the undefeated champion of quadrapop.
XD

Today
mards was very sad.
Mr Oliver J-(i dono what the blazing hell his J in his name means) Balasingam
made her sad
and siti aisyah oso.
they are rather bad people.

Bad people.
don't deserve the love.

2007-07-24T20:06:00.000+08:00

Yer kawan kawan

Mari kiter menuju ke kejayaan.

AJA AJA

We study like mad.

We study hard.

Upcoming event : The King and I.

Before i die wish is accoplished.

To watch a musical.

HOT LARS SEH.

My eyebags make me look depressing and ugly.

AIGYOOOOOOOOOOO.

kay GO !

Music : Meg and Dia - Monster

2007-07-23T16:06:00.000+08:00

It was an emotional ride today.

To much pain.

If only life was an open book.

And when they know that sometimes , no means yes.

Words that could not been said.

Have hurt people too much.

To my love.

It's okay to cry.

It is okay to move on now.

It's sunny already.

There are so many other things that we have yet to stumble upon.

Keep that chin up.

Ur stronger than me. & i know it's true

I know you can pull through this.

AJA AJA - like we always do.

and i now understand what love is.

It's to care about someone unselfishly.

&. the only thing you want to do.

Is to see the other half smile.

too bad i missed out on that.

PEOPLE.

AJA AJA FIGHTING !

2007-07-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

Mayday Parade - Three Cheers For Five Years lyrics

I swear that you don't have to go

I thought we could wait for the fireworks

I thought we could wait for the snow

To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt

I thought I could live in your arms

And spend every moment I had with you

Stay up all night with the stars

Confess all the faith that I had in you

To late, I'm sure and lonely

Another night, another dream wasted on you

Just be here now against me

You know the words so sing along for me baby

For heaven's sake I know you're sorry

But you won't stop crying

This anniversary may never be the same

Inside I hope you know I'm dying

With my heart beside me

In shattered pieces that may never be replaced

And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart

Together would find us an opening

And moonlight would provide the spark

And that I would stumble across the key

Or break down the door to your heart

Forever could see us not you and me

And you'd help me out of the dark

And I'd give my heart as an offering

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me

And I will always remember now

Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side

How does he feel, how does he kiss

How does he taste while he's on your lips

I can't forget you

I know you want me to want you I want to

But I can't forgive you

So when this is over don't blow your composure baby I

can't forgive you

I know you want me to want you I want to

2007-07-22T09:20:00.000+08:00

Memory cinta berbunga

menghinggap di ingatan

seperti sang merpati di dahan

WAHHHH

hehehes.

Merpati - Hady Mirza.

Jiwang hebo seh.

okies.

its sunday oredi.

WALIAUWEHHH

so the not enough rest.

like want to die.

&. i did not like study much.

so like.

im so in like wat is it called ?

SHIT.

yar.

Prelims are like so near.

LIKE EFFING NEAR.

In august.

Can you feel the heat baby !

HAHAHHAHAH.

I just feel happy today.

toodles !

2007-07-21T00:32:00.000+08:00

It was racial harmony day today.
Everyone was clad in colourful costumes
I wore a purple punjabi.
It felt weird.
But it was kinda fun to feel weird.
=D

Everyone was beautiful.
=D
It made me feel good.

Macam paham lars budak budak .

Hey guys. Remeber last year ? We too took a simlar pics of ourselves. Adib , Me , Mards , Fir. Let's take it again in 10 years time okies =)

Firdaus. =) Binded Mist. Aspiring musician. I'll pray that one day , you'll get your own stage and scream your lungs out. Be a musician. Don't give up easily. If things go wrong. Flying kick your way through it. =) all the best mate.

Adib. Haha. It was a joke when i told you to buy me the gift. But aniway, thanks. Your mysteriousness always makes me wonder. Im so jealous of it. And study hard and become a world-class chef. Cook for me smoked salmon okays ?

Im not kidding about this though. Hahaha. All the best !

Mards. Life is hard. I know. Life is beautiful too.I've seen you sad too many a times. But you still manage to smile. I envy you for it. Try your best and hardest. I know you can do it. About him , if god allows it , insyallah , everything will be fine. If it does not , perhaps , god has a better plan for you. Stay happy. AJA AJA FIGHTING ! i love you

Wat is up with the fierce face fir. LOL

Us wit cutie nana. XD. cute right ? A dedicated F&N lover. She gave us INSPIRATION and WILL to do our coursework. And would like to thank her.

Clarence ! He sits beside me. Everytime when i turn my head. He looks tired. Clarence ! Must rest well lars. Take good care of yourself and don't get sick.

=D YEAY

MEREPEKS , GILER AND BELO. love them all.

Ha shi wo de kor kor. He takes good care of me. He has ourbursts of anger but i still love my korkor. Korkor always draw on my hand. He messages me when i complain that im tired. He makes me laugh and cheers me up. Kor kor is a smart alec. And i hope he becomes sucessful in the future.

but i decided to change in baju kurong.

Because i missed wearing it.

Hui Qi. XD. My superbly blur queen with a heart of gold. She cares alot ab people. That's why i love her. Her innocence makes me jealous. Although she is 1 cm taller than me , i still think im taller. PRFFFTT. hehehhes. she's me short short buddy. and together. we make up the shorties. I hope she'd graduate secondary school with good results.

Wei yang. hehehs. Weiyang is a responsible guy. However , his retardedness and his irritatingness can make me bang myself on the world. His a really nice guy. Trully very nice person. He has dimples which he is too humble to brag about. He got alot of hair. XD. but wei yang is the nicest guy. Everyone loves his dimples.

Vera oso like !

Mr pizza deliveryman.

No photoshop. Im just so short. like a midget indeed.

SUFI. makes me laugh during geog lessons.

Iman's lower torso . WOOOO

ZUL. ZULMIMI. A friend for so long. =)

This boys are the kecoh-est bunch at warong zubir ali. XD

This is asyaari. I have never spoken to him before. He is a VERY shy guy. XD. However , he always have weird outburts of angers. He studies really hard. Wish him all the best in everything.

ALL BLACKS. yee ruen just kinda. erm.. jumped in. okay... hahah

Singathon was a disappointment.

However ,MCs were wonderful.

Fiqa and azhar did the best of job and MC could do

I have never seen a selfish principal.

Some one who dashes hopes of performers.

This act of selfishness.

Made me sad.

and to my latt and fatt.

I just miss you guys.=)

Class photos of 4E3 O7'

Lotsa love.

Fatin

2007-07-19T21:47:00.000+08:00

Im happy.

are you jealous because im happy ?

ohs.

Im done with coursework.

no more late night online activities.

These eyebags would surely shrink.

NOT.

tomorrow is racial harmoy and singathon day.

Im wearing purple.

I feel weird.

But i'll try not to feel weird.

Because feeling weird makes me not me.

Im gonna have a blast tomorrow.

and focus test ?

forget abt it.

just one day of fun.

music.

hot people.

have a nice day to all !

PS. bestfriend. i think u look gorgeous with that new hairdo.

can kalah kan posh.

today.

a friend almost cried because of a plastic glue cap.

she threw hissy fits.

i thought it was rather funny.

2007-07-17T21:28:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY MARDHIYAH.

I LOVE MY LATT

I LOVE MY FATIMAH.

(fathimah. although im short. im still your senior. salam me and kiss my leg when i ask you too XD)

2007-07-17T21:22:00.000+08:00

Upcoming event :

-Racial Harmony

-Singathon.

-Prelims

-O's

Boleh mati stress.

AJA AJA FIGHTING NULU PATEN !

GAMBATE !

Hawthorne Heights - December

2007-07-14T19:45:00.000+08:00

Today.

was supposedly study day.

i did study okaes

met mirah and studied at macdonald.

after 20 minutes and eating up the nuggets

she went home.

as she was sick.

she thinks she has dengue.

i just rolled my eyes.

so.

den

i did my werk all alone at mac.

den went to city hall to buy presents.

so in the train. alittle girl was standing infront of me.

and she was hugging her mum.

and she did some hand gesture.

which led to her tiny middle finger sticking up like in my face.

the first time i saw that.

my eyes almost popped out

apparently.

she was couting.

and everytime she counts.

it always ends up at her middel finger

she did it like god knows how many times.

so casually.

and i just rolled my eyes

what a day.

2007-07-14T10:05:00.000+08:00

I NEED TO START WORKING HARD.

2007-07-12T15:44:00.001+08:00

To accomplish great things,

we must not only act,

but also dream;

not only plan,

but also believe.

2007-07-11T19:26:00.000+08:00

If only life was this fun.

Life.

Living have never felt so tiring.

Waking up in the morning seems like a hassel for me.

Even a 15 minutes nap seems like the greatest gift god can present me.
Because right now.

Life is pretty damn hard.

Dear god , life is pretty hard.

Please give the strength to go on strongly.

yes.

every one is tired.

i am too.

but school has been too extreme.

All i want is too hug my pillow and sleep.

It's too hectic.

Life is revolving around too fast.

& i'm trying to keep up with it.

and you tend to question your own strenths and will

TOO TOO tiring.

Last day to ever cook in school.
=)

We got pretty high.

I love my mardhiyah. i miss her everyday.

2007-07-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

Mondays.

Mondays are supposed to kill you.

but i enjoy mondays.

Mondays are chilling for me.

so we played tag rugby.which was so bloody FUN.coz i gt to run around.and at 15 yrs i stand short at 153 cm and weigh 39.9 kg.

im so ALIEN.

after school

we had this SS remedial.

for 1 hour.

we did 1

as in 1 part of an SBQ question.

WE TOOK LOTSA PICS !

no wonder people were salivating all over the place.

XD & den we wnt home.

2007-07-08T15:21:00.000+08:00

yeahs.

i i woke up this morning.

and i felt like changing my blogskin.

and so i did.

it reminds me of brian joo

The "whole new world concept"

im suppose to be studying right now.

but i can't study without music.

ohs dear hp.

how i miss you so much.

tomorrow is gonna be a monday lehs.

WALIAUWEHHHHH.

kay.

2007-07-07T20:11:00.000+08:00

Today.

went to Singapore poly.

wif latt.

i love latt.

den met up wif zul.

we miss zul

den.

we met up with kal

mek

shino

and we went to bugis.

I ate this. and i felt mighty high.

kal shops like a lil bitch.

&. u shouldnt go around bugis wearing slippers.

zul.

is fickle minded.
fireworks geography soccer home

soccer.
XD

FatinLiyana stalked me. She was stalker of the day. =D
GROUPPHOTO !

ILOVEMYBESTFREIND. BECAUSEshe'smybestfriend.
I wanted to so watch fireworks.

I miss fireworks so much.

I love fireworks.

U do know that right ?

am i hallucinating.

or am i really hearing fireworks.

wahhhhhhhhhhh.

RARRRR !

2007-07-06T18:17:00.000+08:00

TGIF its Freiday.
alhamdullilah.
everything went well this week.
Buut the weather is getting warmer and hotter.
WOW.
Gua tk bleh angs beb !

Did something.
but actually nothing.
Focus Tets was Maths.
so.
you know taht maths and I.
are so not good freinds right
yeahs.

tomorrow got fireworks.
=(
sad lars.

Fathimah says
Fatin tak senonoh
Fathimah oso .
Tk senonoh.
Jari cacat.
XD
hahahahahah
SAYANG skali dengan fat

i get myself in a whole lot of shit.
shit.
what am i going to do.
shit.

2007-07-04T19:11:00.000+08:00

This is zul. The only time we went out was when he wanted to buy the bag. He thinks his brown bag is hotter than mine. I thought he was gay. He told me he was'nt. For some reason,Every time i listen to secondhand serenade. I think of him. He made me fall in love with "Your Call". During hari raya. I forced him to wear black. and he really did.WE LOOKED HAWT ! Now , zul has become an irritating hunk who always finishes up all my drinks. i miss zulu berbulu .

This is my religious class.And in the middle , that's ustazah puteh. She taught us for the last three years. Whatever she teach. It all comes back to the same topic. She always nags at us. "Ni lars.. da nak kiamat. Insaf lars sumer " she always tells us that. Niwae. My class is made up of interesting people who never fails to irritate the shibby out of me. But still. This are the people who made my sundays worthwhile. Nobody how bad their planning skills are. without them , we can never have camps , celebration and games. Love u Girls. hahah =)

i feel random.

2007-07-04T18:55:00.000+08:00

today had been a so-so day.
It was'nt as bad as any other day.
Tomorrow.
is going to be a BAD day.
should i go to school tomorrow ?
3 periods of her
2 chem
2 bio

i think it is barbaric.
haix.
i did my coursework B for 1 1/2 h
and the rest of the time was blog hopping time.

and my pathetic life.
has gotten so bad.
that yesterday.
i went to youtube.
and watched wrestling.
mainly The Rock.
so. what do you think ?
IT DOES'NT MATTER WAT YOU THINK
that's what the rock will always say.
XD

and.
when i got home.
i heard the news.

and i felt so guilty.
for years.
i never really did bother to care about my other ganparents.
when grandma died.
i did'nt cry.
i did not feel any sadness at all.
i was 11 then.
i felt like a monster.

now.
grandpa has cancer.
and i feel so guilty.

my grandpa.
he is a quiet man.
i don't talk to him at all.
he works hard.
he loved my arwah nyayi alot.
he cries everytime we get together.
he is a strong and determine person.
that makes him really special.

to hear him having it.
it hurts me alot.
it hurts me to know that he is alone.
and he is hurting.
more than me.

we only wake up when something bad happens
and we realise how we have taken life for granted.
like paris and lindsay.
those two.
are WHACK.

i hope all of you would pray for his recovery.
semoga sentiasa akan dilindungi allah
dan semoga tuhan panjangkan umurnya.
insyallah.
i shall pray for him everyday.

2007-07-03T19:55:00.000+08:00

i was'nt suppose to go to school toay.
u know right.
the absent urself once a month thingy.

so i woke up.
and i pictured everything.
from how to tell my mom.
how to act innocent.
what time imm going to wake up
wat korean show i was going to watch.

but somehow.
something told me to go to school.
and so.
i did.

today.
i laughed like mad.
jieny the BEYOTCH.
fir
mards
andy !
they made me laugh.
andy has issues larhs

& i went home doing nothing
and i should start doing f&n

yes yes
if you're down.
listen to switchffot.
it does help
love switchfoot
bleahs !

and their cover on Beyonce's - crazy in love. WICKED !

"He wears chucks to school. & he lives at 11" - says fatin

2007-07-02T21:21:00.000+08:00

as you know

today was youth day.

whatever *rolls eyes*

today was suppose to be FAMILY outing together.

but for some reason.

they don't really understand FAMILY.

i was really upset just now.

i wanted to disappear.

yesterday night.

before i went to sleep.

i went ballistic.

as i realised.

how pathetic i was.

i wanted to disappear.

as you all know.

i am not a big fan of action packed movies.

because i can never get the storyline.

however ,

TRANSFORMERS.

took my breath away.

it was the greatest movie i've ever watched.

better than pirates.

the effects were splendid.

I SIMPLY LOVED IT.

i went there with my brother.

and i did'nt speak to him from home back to home.

me and him.

we are miles apart.

like N-pole and S-pole.

im going beserk.

like mental.

shits.

*Mid finger salute*

2007-07-01T10:19:00.000+08:00

yesterday,

i was too tired to update.

well.

yesterday was my madrasah

the bowling competition

against many many other madrasah.

went to jurong bowl to pratice.

and i was HOPELESS.

i was so depressed coz i culdnt bowl.

so i wanted to back off.

we wnt to saffra yishun.

and we had to wait forever

(pic of the day)

den the competiton began.

we were playing retardedly.

other teams got strikes or spares.

but most of the time.

our ball went to the longkang.

me and fatin.

had the time of our life.

acting like fools.

IT WAS FUN.

den for some reason.

i had a strike.

WAH WEEEE~

soon after that

almost all my balls went into the longkang.

den me and fatin went to ngee ann poly.

like ard 7.

fatin's sis had a free tickets for a concert.

and when i heard bands,

i was all set .

upon reaching the auditorium ?

after 3 performances,

i realised.

band is not equal to = electric guitars , drums and hot vocal.

but is actually like school bands.

wah.

i was enjoying the first part of the show.

then during the interval.

everybody from the back were randomly shouting people name.

thus ,

we being retarded people.

started to shout fatin.

then ahmad.

and hussein.

god know s who.

and we were waving to people.

random things that fatin's do.

and i want to meet my other half in a significant way.

and i want him to be older.

i want him to be matured.

i want him to be a classic example of a gentleman.

i want him to be able to make me laugh under any circumstances.

i want him to have a really really really good religious background.

i want him to be my last and only one.

nowadays , guys are really wah lars.

disappointment.

some.

den the concert began to get too draggy.

the only interesting thing was the red hair guy

who looked so cute.

den the audience started shouting for encore.

and my heart almost stopped.

so we walked out of the place quickly

and went back.